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About Damn, now that I'm actually active I feel like I should put something legit here. If you want to follow me, I reblog pretty much everything Big Bang. And EVERYTHING Lee Soo Hyuk. No exceptions. I like other things, obviously, but those are my main obsessions. I tend to ramble in tags. And post almost nothing except rants (which are apparently sometimes entertaining). But I'm nice (to people on Tumblr; to the rest of the world, not so much :P) so feel free to message me! Trust me, I don't bite. Unless you're into that kind of thing.. :) JUST A FAIR WARNING IF YOU WANT TO FOLLOW ME... I have a tendency to reblog attractive JGV actors. Most notably Sora and Nagito. I haven't been known to reblog flat out porn, but.. Who knows what I may do in the future. :P Navigation Home Any questions? :D Archive Random Following	Text Post Sun, Apr. 14, 2013 6 notes Does anyone else ever feel like they just.. shouldn’t exist? I mean not like you hate yourself and everything and you think the world would be better off if you weren’t in it and you need to go kill yourself immediately and all that.. I mean like.. I’m not good at anything. Really. I can give something 300% and I’ll still fail. I have the most mindless, menial job I can think of and I suck so bad at it that I’m surprised I haven’t been fired yet. No one likes me. No one. Every time I try to talk to the person who I thought was my best friend, they flat out tell me they don’t want to talk to me or they don’t have time for me. I understand them being busy and all, but this has happened on an almost daily basis for months. I didn’t think I was that unpleasant to talk to.. I really have nothing going for me. Sometimes I sit and try to think about my future, and how I might actually be different one day, but nothing happens. I honestly cannot imagine a future for myself, be it a good one or a bad one. I can’t even tell you where I might be just a year from now. I don’t feel like I’m meant to be alive at all, and that’s scary as shit. Like there’s this big timer over my head and it’s getting so so close to 0.. I really don’t know what to do anymore. #personal#sorry for ruining your dash with my emo feels#I just have no one to talk to#and sorry if this makes no sense#my mind is basically gone right now »Reblog« Chat Post Wed, Jan. 23, 2013 4 notes omfg you guys my parents are in the kitchen trying to fix the freezer and all of a sudden Dad: OW SON OF A FUCKING BITCH! Mom: laughing Dad: IT'S NOT FUCKING FUNNY! A PACK OF HOT DOGS HIT ME IN THE FUCKING EYE! Mom: still laughing Dad: YOU WOULDN'T BE LAUGHING IF YOU GOT HIT IN THE FACE WITH A COLD ASS WEENIE! Mom: For your information, I think I HAVE been hit in the face with a cold ass weenie. I'm crying I don't know what to do right now help #my fucking parents#like what the actual fuck#personal »Reblog« Text Post Fri, Dec. 28, 2012 My mom just emailed me a link to something she found on Tumblr. This means… My mom found Tumblr. .__________. #personal#oh fuck »Reblog« Text Post Fri, Dec. 21, 2012 Omfg you guys So I was just in this thrift store and I found this scarf and it had a fucking Chocobo on it. I’m like what the hell where did this come from. Then I start looking at it and realize THE CHOCOBO HAS A DICK. THIS IS THE GREATEST THING EVER. Omg I bought it and I’m thinking about giving to this guy that I’m basically head over heels for that works at Gamestop but I don’t know if it would be mega awkward or not because I don’t know how dirty his mind is omg help me guys #personal#awesome thrift store find#chocobo#dirty chocobo#I fucking love it »Reblog« Text Post Wed, Dec. 12, 2012 2 notes I am so done. With everything. I have dealt with people’s shit for almost 22 years now and somehow I have handled it and moved on, but I cannot anymore. Today was just the last fucking straw. I don’t even know what the fuck I’m going to do now. No one wants to even TRY to help me or cheer me up or even talk to me so I’m probably just going to sit here in my room and cry until I pass out. Like usual. And yes, I’m fully aware that no one gives a rats ass. But I just felt the need to get this out and I can’t really post it anywhere else so whatever. #personal »Reblog« Text Post Thu, Aug. 02, 2012 A letter My lovely followers, feel free to ignore this post. It’s a massive (and I do mean massive) letter for someone that I just needed to write. I don’t expect anyone to read it, and will in fact be quite surprised if you do, but if you’re curious, here’s what it’s about. Read More #personal »Reblog« Text Post Sun, Jul. 08, 2012 I still can’t get over how Tablo and Justin Chon have almost the same speaking voices. They even act the same. I’m listening to Epik High’s album skits and dying because in my head I see Justin. :\| (Customer Service from Map the Soul is hilarious as fuck, by the way.) #personal#just saying#epik high#tablo#justin chon#CHICKEN! »Reblog« Text Post Wed, Jul. 04, 2012 1 note You know what’s sadder than wanting to kill yourself? Knowing that you’re too strong to do it, so you go on living every day when all you want to do is die. Very sad, I think. Also a bit ironic. #personal#just thought I'd put that out there »Reblog« Text Post Sun, Jul. 01, 2012 5 notes A request for help from Tablo fans I’m looking for a blonote (or just something handwritten really) in which Tablo wrote “let it be” I’m not even sure one exists, but I thought I’d seen one floating around before. Can anyone direct me to it? Or if there isn’t one and I’m just insane, can someone tell me so I can stop worrying about it? #personal#tablo#epik high#blonote#blonotes#let it be »Reblog« Text Post Sat, Jun. 23, 2012 To my lovely wonderful beautiful followers Just letting you all know that I’m not dead :P I’ve actually been on a cross country road trip with my family. We’re in California right now and it is awesome #personal »Reblog« 1/7 older »