Does anyone else ever feel like they just.. shouldn’t exist?
I mean not like you hate yourself and everything and you think the world would be better off if you weren’t in it and you need to go kill yourself immediately and all that..
I mean like.. I’m not good at anything. Really. I can give something 300% and I’ll still fail. I have the most mindless, menial job I can think of and I suck so bad at it that I’m surprised I haven’t been fired yet.
No one likes me. No one. Every time I try to talk to the person who I thought was my best friend, they flat out tell me they don’t want to talk to me or they don’t have time for me. I understand them being busy and all, but this has happened on an almost daily basis for months. I didn’t think I was that unpleasant to talk to..
I really have nothing going for me.
Sometimes I sit and try to think about my future, and how I might actually be different one day, but nothing happens. I honestly cannot imagine a future for myself, be it a good one or a bad one. I can’t even tell you where I might be just a year from now. I don’t feel like I’m meant to be alive at all, and that’s scary as shit. Like there’s this big timer over my head and it’s getting so so close to 0..
I really don’t know what to do anymore.
omfg you guys
my parents are in the kitchen trying to fix the freezer and all of a sudden
OW SON OF A FUCKING BITCH!
IT'S NOT FUCKING FUNNY! A PACK OF HOT DOGS HIT ME IN THE FUCKING EYE!
YOU WOULDN'T BE LAUGHING IF YOU GOT HIT IN THE FACE WITH A COLD ASS WEENIE!
For your information, I think I HAVE been hit in the face with a cold ass weenie.
I'm crying I don't know what to do right now help
My mom just emailed me a link to something she found on Tumblr.
My mom found Tumblr.
Omfg you guys
So I was just in this thrift store and I found this scarf and it had a fucking Chocobo on it. I’m like what the hell where did this come from. Then I start looking at it and realize THE CHOCOBO HAS A DICK.
THIS IS THE GREATEST THING EVER.
Omg I bought it and I’m thinking about giving to this guy that I’m basically head over heels for that works at Gamestop but I don’t know if it would be mega awkward or not because I don’t know how dirty his mind is omg help me guys
I am so done. With everything.
I have dealt with people’s shit for almost 22 years now and somehow I have handled it and moved on, but I cannot anymore. Today was just the last fucking straw.
I don’t even know what the fuck I’m going to do now. No one wants to even TRY to help me or cheer me up or even talk to me so I’m probably just going to sit here in my room and cry until I pass out. Like usual.
And yes, I’m fully aware that no one gives a rats ass. But I just felt the need to get this out and I can’t really post it anywhere else so whatever.
My lovely followers, feel free to ignore this post. It’s a massive (and I do mean massive) letter for someone that I just needed to write. I don’t expect anyone to read it, and will in fact be quite surprised if you do, but if you’re curious, here’s what it’s about.
I still can’t get over how Tablo and Justin Chon have almost the same speaking voices. They even act the same.
I’m listening to Epik High’s album skits and dying because in my head I see Justin. :|
(Customer Service from Map the Soul is hilarious as fuck, by the way.)
You know what’s sadder than wanting to kill yourself?
Knowing that you’re too strong to do it, so you go on living every day when all you want to do is die.
Very sad, I think. Also a bit ironic.
A request for help from Tablo fans
I’m looking for a blonote (or just something handwritten really) in which Tablo wrote “let it be”
I’m not even sure one exists, but I thought I’d seen one floating around before.
Can anyone direct me to it? Or if there isn’t one and I’m just insane, can someone tell me so I can stop worrying about it?
To my lovely wonderful beautiful followers
Just letting you all know that I’m not dead :P
I’ve actually been on a cross country road trip with my family. We’re in California right now and it is awesome
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